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    9/13/2009

    before I go

    剪完头已经是晚上7点多。早上茱蒂的大儿子才告诉我今天是他母亲的生日,一整天就盘算着送点什么才算贴切,毕竟在人家(几乎算是)白住了一年。开车去北高街上的蛋糕店莫扎特,关门的;再去阿拉丁饭馆,里面却只有大得让人倒胃口的糕点。突然一想,他们必定是已经买了蛋糕了,我再买岂不是重了份?正好抬头看见对面的丹尼斯家庭冰淇淋店,里面有我最喜欢吃的绿茶口味。就跑进去买了一个夸特,一半芒果一半绿茶。到家已经不知道几点,只从餐厅窗户外面看到一家人坐在那里其乐融融,好似正餐已经完毕。冒冒失失冲了进去,笑得开了花,道了喜,祝了贺,呈上了冰淇淋。自然是盛情邀我一起吃蛋糕。菲律宾店买来的淡奶油草莓夹心蛋糕,配上我的绿茶冰淇淋倒也味道不错。至少我自己是这么想的,一桌人碍着面子多多少少也挖了点去吃。吃好,大家又嬉笑一阵。就散了。
    天下没有不散的筵席。我本不是那家里的人,便也不觉得离席的伤感。寿也祝了,也该搬出去了。心里面高兴得很。第一次认认真真想要把自己的公寓弄得像样些。一张床倒是花了好多心思,一套买来,还要买块复合木板放在夹层中间床才够硬,又买了从被面到床裙都一调的装备。怎么亏待也不能亏待了睡觉。
    今晚吃蛋糕的一桌八个人,连我,倒有六个是读博士的(正在读或者已经读完)。人以类聚。坐在一堆书呆子中间,突然心里一股不舒服,但转而又快活起来。只要苦心经营,总会和自己的同类待在一块。同类多了,也就不觉得自己怪了。我就维持我那副(故作)清高的臭样子吧。
    《小团圆》看到还剩二十几页,不想看了。前面一百七十页的絮絮叨叨,毕竟是没整理好的遗稿,看得有点糊里糊涂的,但是总是给人无限的回味,上个世纪初的中国,名门望族的酸甜苦辣,等等之类。最后这二十页,开始算总账了,无非是原来那男人见一个睡一个,睡过的女人们到最后一齐发现这个男人是个花心忘八。尽管可以据此臆想一代名媛张爱玲怎么在感情上付出并受伤,但是男主角那样丑恶的爱情心态始终让我不能理解。也许能理解,但是他做出来了,就不可理喻了。

    下面是小团圆的电子版:
    http://cid-b3313a2dd44d8711.skydrive.live.com/self.aspx/Documents/xiaotuanyuan.pdf

    Comments (9)

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    Danielwrote:
    吃个冰激凌好像很勉强似地,美人也那么sensitive面子吗?
    Oct. 6
    yanfei zhuwrote:
    各位想看的可以去下载,链接给在文章末尾。
    Jingyuan,我又搬到离学校商学院很近的地方了。
    Sept. 14
    yanfei zhuwrote:
    就我是外人。其他人都是她儿子媳妇。
    Sept. 14
    Jiayao Hanwrote:
    这写的好好吃的样子,感觉你们老板人很好呢。说得我也很想看《小团圆》了。。。
    Sept. 14
    我要是住在别人家就感觉不自在。你们是几个人住在那里,那就没什么。
    Sept. 14
    yanfei zhuwrote:
    也许民国时候的文风都是那样的,所以受了影响了。
    Sept. 14
    建华 戴wrote:
    《小团圆》实在是看不懂的,好比天书一般。

    Yanfei,现在觉得你文风颇有《围城》的感觉。
    Sept. 14
    小团圆看完借我哦
    你搬到哪里啦?
    Sept. 14
    JINGwrote:
    有气质的生活啊~~~
    Sept. 14

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